***SIGH***

There are some things in my life that I have to face, as I imagine everyone does and has. Some things are frightening, some things are embarrassing and other things are stupid. My biggest fear is that the credibility of who I am will be diminished. Though who I am is very much who i am. My experiences have made me, shaped me. How can I expect anyone else to see me as me if they really knew me? I believe that most can not handle the truth. I have every bit of faith that Mr. Hi Hat can, but it's not his reaction entirely that has me shacking in my boots. Its being exposed. Its having someone REALLY know me. Letting someone know that I'm not perfect that I'm not in control. People have only known parts of me. This will be the first time anyone has know all of me aside from God. I believe it all boils down to trust and control.