Confronted with yourself

So, here I am face to face with someone who isn't more messed up than me. Someone who takes a look at life through the eyes of God and has experienced and gained wisdom. Mr. High Hat keeps looking at me with those same eyes and keeps figuring out pieces of me. This is gonna be a problem. I have worked many years keeping me under wraps. But every time I turn around he's looking at me and telling what the Lord says about this and what the Lord says about that. I know what you are saying, "this is what I prayed for". That may be true, but I didn't expect it to be a case where I would have to change and grow so much as a result. I figured that him being saved and wise would mean that we would be in agreement, not that he would really have to pastor ME. This is going to be much harder than I thought.