I have two boys of my own. They are wonderful. Sweet, polite, smart and very funny. HOWEVER!
They are a life lesson everyday. God uses them to show me me. In every way that is out of order with them God shows me how I am out of order with Him. This may be why I get soooo angry at them. Its like I have to fuss at myself as well! It is like a slap in the face everyday. Yet, I have to teach them and guide them, tell them whats right. With them, its mostly obedience and submission. But this is where the story get interesting. There is a young lady in my life that has somehow stepped into a role I thought would never be filled. Didn't know it needed filing really. Everything I try to impart into her or have opportunity to share whats right or not right with her is yet again another slap in the face. She has shown me me as well. I can except that there are areas I need to work on, but how did she or was she able to step right into the same role as my children, a daughter? I don't know what God is up to, but I'm glad he knows what he is doing. Cause I'm so driving with no hands at this point...

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