Sometimes I look in the mirror and wonder who in the world am I. How did I become this person I can sometimes not recognize? Do I really think this way or am I conforming, adapting to my situation? Can I really shoulder all of this or will it bury me? Did I just say that or did it come from behind me?
If I cut my self out like a paper doll, who would I be? If I got all the degrees I wanted, who would I be? I have searched high and low for my path, just to end up in the same mirror with the same reflection.
So, I've run that lap and now I'm asking God to show me. I don't want to be just a reflection, but a clay pot molded by God. Shaped by His hands and used for His good. I need to know the path to walk and the words to say and only He can tell me. I'm happy to be lost. I'm happy not knowing because then He can find me. He can show me. There is a greatness in my feebleness an opportunity for God to rub his super on my natural.
Gotta love God!

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