Chronic Romantic

Never regret who you are if God made you that way. If you are inquisitive; then question and don't wonder why things puzzle you. Your discoveries make the world go 'round. If you are a problem solver; then solve problems and don't wonder why they come your way. If you are a prayer warrior then pray and don't wonder why your heart bleeds for everyone. If you are a singer then sing and don't wonder why everything has a melody, a rhythm. If you are a romantic, then love with your whole heart and don't wonder why you do it time and time again. If you are called to lay hands on the sick, do it, and don't wonder why you see so much calamity. If you are social, then entertain and don't wonder why you are never alone. Fix pasta and keep it moving.

Hello, my name is VT and I am a chronic romantic.
I love.
It is what I do.
I pour out my insides regardless. Regardless of what you ask? Regardless of EVERYTHING! My love covers all areas. I don't fall in love, I completely drop! I drop as if there is no bottom. For my children, my family, my church, my guys, my God. My love for them is like a step off the deep end. Only one of these loves me back the way I want. **sigh** but alas, it does not stop me. I refuse to be someone who changes because of past hurts. I refuse to not give everything I've got for a chance to get everything I want. I've been promised it. I have hope in it, for my children, for my family, for me personally.

Oh, yes, I'm as sick as the next person of the disappointments of this world. They seem so unfair and so avoidable. I try to learn what I'm supposed to in every situation but Lord sometimes things seem so unfair. It's almost as if I have asked for these things. I constantly examine myself to see how I could have avoided it, how I could have stopped it, but sometimes, there is no answer. Sometimes an unrequited love is what life deals you. Learn the lesson and never be regretful of giving your best. Just be sure you gave your best. When it is time to either reap the benefits or walk away, you will do so without one once of remorse.

I love.
It's what I do, and I like that about me.